Saturday April 12 2008

Amazing party in Northampton.

Watch this space.

Oh my god these guys are so amazing live!!

( my valentine postbox )

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I've been reading recently about this ultimate getaway holiday forwarded to me by a mate. It welcomes all levels of skill. Basically it's a year out, an unworldly year out. Go to China and train as a Shaolin Kungfu student. It's 12 months for £2,000 (+£600 spending money). It's a heavy regime of constant training to reach personal prefection. It's 12 months long. Sounds pretty far out. Heading to a completely isolated community in China to dedicate yourself to around the clock constant physical martial arts. It seems really intriguing. I could do with a holiday, but 12 months certainly seems like a hell of a comitment. I'd really love to do it other than the total insecurity of trying to keep myself afloat and developing myself in my current position in life.

Things are going really well today. Happy days are a'comin.

Big day at work tomorrow and I'm feeling sooooo awake. I had a couple of beers, actually 3, but I still feel totally wide awake. I actually feel like going out for a ride for awhile, maybe i should just watch some documentaries instead.

Ahhhhh, I've come up with a wonderful solution to painful mornings. I've got a alarm on my computer that triggers off inspiring classical music to rise with, also I came up with this wonderful idea to accompany it. I brought a plug with a timer for my mood-lighting, I've set the time for the lights to come on with the music. So I'll rise with the music and lights. Also to help me unwind for the day I've set the timer to also come on in the late evenings and then shut off by 12:30 to help me get to bed.

Apparently I need speech therapy. :-s .

M-m-m-mother..erm.... fuckers....!!

Seriously though, I never really noticed it but it's been pointed out to me at work a few times, I lack rhythm to my voice apparently and it really needs to be addressed. According to the psychotherapist I got pissed with last night it's to do with anxiety and negative core belifes.

It does piss me off a bit to be honest, I thought I was doing well but.... well I guess I always knew I had some speech difficulties in certain situations that made me feel nervous. Bu t still....

I've just been going over my finances and shiiiiiit.... well I'm not really that well off at all :-(. Comparing my current earnings to my earnings whilst in a crap job and living at home, technically speaking I was actually slightly better off even though I was earning less!

I'm getting a 2.475% pay increase though in Jan, also this being backdated to when I first started so I can expect a little £80 extra in the new year, also next wage will be slightly higher.

The only other things that add to my expenses now is that I own a motorcycle and that costs me each month with insurance, but still it's a lot cheaper to run than whatyercallit.